I let you to be a part of my world until you became it. Then you left, and I was never quite the same again.
My World (#18: April 18, 2014)

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Hey guys, look at this kitty. :)
His name is Donut. I bought him for Brandon last March 19, 2014. It was a reallyyy really late birthday gift. :))
Quite a pricey kitten, but worth every cent that I paid for. Just look, he’s so fucking adorable.

Hey guys, look at this kitty. :)

His name is Donut. I bought him for Brandon last March 19, 2014. It was a reallyyy really late birthday gift. :))

Quite a pricey kitten, but worth every cent that I paid for. Just look, he’s so fucking adorable.

I remember blogging so much about you; like my life solely revolved around you. Well, perhaps my life does.
I used to keep you like a secret (in which I realize right now that it was stupid to do) not because I was embarrassed about you or whatever you want to think—I kept you like that because I wanted to keep things private between us. What our progress is, what’s happening between us. I didn’t want the world to know about us yet because I wanted to enjoy only for myself the beauty of a new relationship right before my eyes. I wanted to absorb everything firsthand what it feels like to finally feel alive again after so many months of nothing but utter bullshit. In some way, you saved me from myself. You saved me from my own thoughts.
And right now, I want to do nothing but tell every person that I love you and I’m lucky to have you. Our relationship is not the best—we don’t really sail the calmest seas, but I’d rather experience all the bad days with you instead of having fun without you. I would not trade you for anyone else.
Thank you for being the best guy I’ve met my whole life. You might be an ass sometimes but hey, that’s you—and I love you. :)
Happy 14th, baby. I love you. <3

I remember blogging so much about you; like my life solely revolved around you. Well, perhaps my life does.

I used to keep you like a secret (in which I realize right now that it was stupid to do) not because I was embarrassed about you or whatever you want to think—I kept you like that because I wanted to keep things private between us. What our progress is, what’s happening between us. I didn’t want the world to know about us yet because I wanted to enjoy only for myself the beauty of a new relationship right before my eyes. I wanted to absorb everything firsthand what it feels like to finally feel alive again after so many months of nothing but utter bullshit. In some way, you saved me from myself. You saved me from my own thoughts.

And right now, I want to do nothing but tell every person that I love you and I’m lucky to have you. Our relationship is not the best—we don’t really sail the calmest seas, but I’d rather experience all the bad days with you instead of having fun without you. I would not trade you for anyone else.

Thank you for being the best guy I’ve met my whole life. You might be an ass sometimes but hey, that’s you—and I love you. :)

Happy 14th, baby. I love you. <3

18 years old, full of drama.